My Little Pet Writes about me :)

I have been a money pig human ATM for over 10 years and during this time several domes have taken me and rinsed me clean.
I have amassed over £2000 in personal debt which is all down to tributes I have given.
I have been looking for Mrs Wrong for a long time.
Several times along the years I have thought I have found the one for me but no they were unable to truly control me.
They have been full of empty threats, which when you are seeking a realife servitude not just role-play or fantasy is not exactly ideal!
So I was looking around on various sites whilst still having at least % different dommes of different types from different countries on the go. 
I was on one of my favourite sites called adultwork and I noticed that in my hotlist of ladies I had perved over or fantasised about that one was offering blackmail contracts and ruination.
Exactly the kind of lady I seek!
I am not after blackmail I am after a lifetime of servitude to the right dome.
I sent a speculative email and got a reply saying I should tell more.
Well I waited for about a week or so before I plucked up the courage to do so.
When I did a brief exchange of emails soon had me sending a small tribute direct from my bank to the bank of Mistress Rowan.
Somehow I was completely intoxicated by her words and images.
Before I knew where I was I was installing teamviewer on PC and also on my wife’s laptop.
I can’t stop myself offering my all to this amazing lady!
I have felt excited and scared before when speaking with new dommes but NEVER this way.
I just want to throw myself at her perfect feet and let her walk all over me!
I have installed key logging software on all pc’s laptops at home and have even set up a spy cam connected to the pc in the bedroom so Mistress Rowan can peek in at any time to ensure I am not having any sex with my wife what so ever.
I want Mistress Rowan to engineer the situation that makes my wife leave me.
This is not easy and it is a challenge but if anybody can do this it is Mistress Rowan.
When she speaks her words send a shiver down my spine I get butterflies in my stomach.
I am constantly checking for any messages from her and checking sites she is registered with to see if she has said or done anything.
I am not a crazy obsessed stalker I just want to make my Mistress as happy as possible and the more I know about her the easier that task is.
I am not stupid i am though somebody who knows what they want from life.
What I want I think i am finally getting.
I throw myself at the feet of Mistress Rowan so completely and openly that I leave nothing hidden and I hope that I will keep her happy until the end of my days